my daily rants

Term Test

2008-02-16T17:15:00.000-08:00

I still haven prepare for my maths paper. This is driving me mad. I have the motivation to study but procrastination sets in. Arg. i need to start studying like mad today. No I have to start mugging like now. I have got to pass maths paper if not iwould feel stupid in my class with all the brainiacs would dun have to study maths and still can pass. Haix. Geniuses. At times at maths lessons and i dun know how to do the question Ill either <1> stare at the paper until it gets to me. <2> make some stupid theories on how to answer the questions. Lol. Haix. That is all now. Might post later.

NCO camp

2007-12-26T22:22:00.000-08:00

Tmr is NCO camp. Haven pack my things yet. Im full of anticipation of the camp. I heard around twenty CIs are coming. Haix. I think all the girls same bunk as there are a few girls in our squad. Means me and Jiawen will be in same bunk. Yippee. I heard that the PT will be difficult. From the past camps, i heard that most of the girls cry. Lets hope that me and Jiawen dun cry. Paiseh lah if cry. Lets hope Mischievious_Duo will triumph in this camp. So far i know around less than ten CIs. How come there will be around twenty?? Tsk tsk we're in for a tough camp. Its more like a leadership camp actually. With people sucking up to the seniors...it will be sore eyes for us Mischievious_Duo. We actually wanted to play pranks during the camp but most of graduated batch of seniors not coming.

Planning something for the camp to make sure we won go hungry. Plz people if ur reading this. DUN POWTOW us. Tsk tsk. Ill update on the camp if im not tired.

sumting unexpected

2007-12-25T05:22:00.000-08:00

I went Junction Eight with my sister yesterday yesterday yesterday to buy a new school bag. I went to minitoons and guess wat?? I saw my primary school crush . I didnt saw him behind my sister. I gulp. I didnt noe wat to do. I felt like jerking my feet and run away. Arg. It wasnt Possible. I was thinking in a split second cos he said hi. I thought myself and then i did the Goofiest Thing. I open my mouth but no sound come out. ARG. I then turned away. I told my sis to faster come out of shop. Then i went to precious thoughts and i saw him again. He was with my primary school best friend. I told my sis to faster go from that shop.

When i tot back again. why of all places they had to be there?? I went to other shops and didnt saw them again. Phew. I didnt see them again. Lesson learnt. Next time dun do something so goofy.

Me Against the World

2007-12-19T05:45:00.000-08:00

Simple Plan Me Against The World Lyrics

We're not gonna be
Just apart of their game
We're not gonna be
Just the victims
They're taking our dreams
And they tear them apart'til everyone's the same

Pre chorus: I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all

Chorus: I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world
It's me against the world

We won't let them change
How we feel in our hearts
We're not gonna let them control us
We won't let them shove
All their thoughts in our heads
And we'll never be like them

Pre Chorus

Chorus

Now I'm sick of this waiting
So come on and take your shot
You can spit all your insults
But nothing you say is gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We'll never let you in

Chorus

I find that this song is meaningful to me and Jiawen against this certain senior. sumtimes i cant help feeling like they seem to pick on us. I noe that me and jiawen usually always together but when we are we always have ideas and more enthusiastic than if we are alone.

back to blogging

2007-12-19T04:46:00.000-08:00

Hey people. lol. what a way to start writing a blog. i noe i haven been posting much. [for the past year in fact]. things have been pretty hazey. i just came back from council camp. so im very tired. [lack of sleep in fact]
Things i learnt from the camp:
>> dun hold back
>>try to speak up more
>>wider perspective of what a leader really means
>>learn to take the lead
lol.
i noe this sound crazy but i dun wan ex co post. when the seniors ask i bluntly say i not aiming. i think i was one of the few who said so. most people are aiming for a post. i think the most popular post is the discipline officer post. the seniors was very shock when i said that. its not like i not aiming for a post means that i am not ambitious. having no goals. thats a pretty shallow thinking. it not that. i just wan to concentrate on my studies and cca. i aiming for post in my cca.
for that post i would really go all out for it. if i dun get it. at least i noe that i have tried for it.

2006-09-15T06:30:00.000-07:00

Today at NPCC quite fun cos we got to practice ROD. I thought my group was going to mess up but it went quite ok. It went better than i expected. I got the jacket for my ROD performance.

Got so many test next week. I have to start studying. I aiming for top two classbut very hard to get. Iwant to get same class as Fatin and Siti.

Hope tomorrow would be a good day. Hope i can post another post tomorrow.

What happened at school today.

2006-09-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

Todae was usual. i went to school on time. If i miss that bus i could have been late i think. Todae i had a test after school. So todae after school i i went to sit for the test. After that i went to my CCA meeting only to find out that there was no meeting. So went out of school together with my friends.

I went to the front gate and stop as it was raining heavily and stop to think whether i should run or not to the bus stop with my friends. i had not noticed i was blocking the front gate. Jiawen then whispered to me saying my crush was behind. so me and her and Lin Jie and KahYue went and dashed out from the school gate. It was slippery so i scared of slipping to the ground ( how disastrous it would be in front of my crush ) i shouted ''what the'' because the rain was drenching me. Then my crush mumbled something but i could not hear. Then Jiawen who was behind me shouted you shut up lah. Then i ask Jiawen what that he said but she did not hear. What an encounter.

I hope i can post another one tomorrow. I hope tomorrow would be a good day.

My Best Friends

2006-04-18T03:27:00.000-07:00

hi there me friends i haven post in a long time...i have been guite agitated lately...schoolwork is burden to me even though i have little of it...me and fatin and siti sumaiyah have grown closer the nicest thing being friends with them is that we can talk about anything under the sun and not have anybody offended because we have similar views about things...we enjoy each other's company we laugh alot together and i have assurance that we will go through thick and thin together.hope i can post another one tomorrow.

NPCC training

2006-03-25T18:32:00.000-08:00

On friday we had NPCC. very tired...today i jogged very tired also...got a lot of homework its been a long time since i post my recent post...tomorrow school...have to finish the homework...hope i can post one tomorrow.

2006-02-24T00:09:00.000-08:00

hey long time did not post today i came back from school very early. tomorrow got npcc very tiring ah. meeting fatin in the bus if can...then...haix have to do drills. part and parcel of npcc haix long time did not keep in touch with primary school friends. i talk to one of them yesterday. ok i hope i can post another one tomorrow.

Hi!

2005-11-08T14:34:00.000-08:00

hey...me and amanda are fighting...haix...i guess wetoo strong-minde that's why we can't agree with each other. gotta go rite now...hope can post some other time when i'm free.

Hello!

2005-08-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

Haix...at computer lab now. dun noe wat we supposed to do....i am just being plain lazy... going recess in about twenty minutes time... ithink i am blessed tohave friends amanda, charissa, fatin, nadhirah, attika who i know will stood up for me when i am in trouble...sometines we forget the good times we had together...but i know that i should appreciate my friends... i dun want another quarrel....i am sick of it. i cannot believe my friends and i went through so many quarrels and still friends now...this shows that our friendship together is strong enough to let go of this quarrel and settle our differences....haix..there is an anonymous in fatin's blog....wonder who it is....haix dun wanna talk about it ok gotta go...hope i can post another one tomorrow.

Hello!

2005-08-26T16:26:00.000-07:00

Hey, just now i when to Adlyn's house with Fatin. since our secret headquarters a.k.a. < our secret club > is made known to so many boys by Vivian Chua, me and Jody have to search for another place in the school that is very secret. we found the place but i scared that people might know the place by Vivian. i can't believe she told Joel. not only him, but a few others. haix. now the place so man peole know.

Be Yourself Day

2005-08-19T16:27:00.000-07:00

Hey everybody. wanna tell u all tat me, fatin, amanda and charissa r u gonna join in Be Yoourself Day. i actuall wanted to do a solo of the song ' Since U Been Gone ' but my friends r u doing it. so i dun want to intrude their performance by making a double performance of the same song. so my good friends and me r doing a performance but i can't tell u the title of the song.

Hello!

2005-08-07T12:11:00.000-07:00

Here is my ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONG. IT'S BY Coolio. love it to the core man. Rock on!Gangsters Paradise – Coolio

GANGSTER PARADISE

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life and realise there's not much left
Cause I've been brassing and laughing so long that
Even my mamma thinks that my mind is gone
But I ain’t never crossed a man that didn't deserve it

Me be treated like a punk, you know that's unheard of

You better watch how you talking, and where you walking
Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk
I really hate to trip but I gotta lope
As they croak I see myself in the pistol smoke ... fool
I'm the kinda G that little homies want to be like
On my knees in the night, saying prayers in the street light

They been spending most their lives living in the gangsta's paradise
We keep spending most our lives living in the gangsta's paradise

Look at the situation, they got me facing
I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the strip
So I gotta be down with the hood team
Too much television watching got me chasing dreams

I'm a educated fool with money on my mind
Got my 10 in my hand and a gleam in my eye
I'm a loped out gangsta set trippin banger
And my homies is down so don’t arouse my anger ... fool
Death ain’t nothing but a heartbeat away
I'm living life do or die, what can I say
I'm 23 now but will I live to see 24
The way things is going I don't know

Hello!

2005-08-07T12:10:00.000-07:00

i wanna tell u my MOST FAVOURITE MALAY SONG. IT'S BY AHLI FIQIR. I LOVE IT TO THE CORE. U ROCK TO CORE MAN! Here is the lyrics:
Samseng

Samseng, samseng, samseng, samseng
ini bukan zaman samseng
bukan zaman samseng samseng
tiada tempat untuk samseng
ini bukan cara samseng

Sudah banyak yang ku lihat di depan mata
pecah botol pecah gelas pecah kaca pecah kepala
cara berkuasa siapa gagah siapa perkasa siapa lagi ramai anggota
mana tempat?
bila masa?
kita jumpa
satu lawan satu
engkau dengan aku
buka butang buka baju
gedebak gedebik gedebuk
kita tunggu siapa yang akan jatuh dahulu

Yang menang akan jadi abang besar
tak perlu gusar
kiri kanan sentiasa ada orang jaga
bila berjalan kepak mula dibuka
jaga jaga jangan cuba merenung mata
amaran untuk semua

dunia ini dia yang punya

Dan didepan mu berbaris peluang-peluang
tapi tidak mahu pun engkau rebutkan
Berderet-deret sasaran
namun tidak satu peluru pun engkau lepaskan
kerana engkau hanya asyik berjuang
Entah untuk apa dan demi siapa engkau juangkan

Keberanianmu itu adalah
himpunan puluhan anggota bengong
yang sibuk melaungkan suku-suku pantun
serta cogankata kosong

Keberanianmu itu adalah
tubuh-tubuh kaku terdalam* bergelimpangan
di simpang-simpang jalan yang telah engkau tewaskan

Keberanianmu itu adalah wajah-wajah kamu
yang berbinkan dan berbintikan
si anu dan si polan
terpampang di muka suratdepan
ruang2 surat* dipasung kaki dan tangan

Keberanianmu itu adalah anak2 bangsaku
dalam satu ikatan berkongsi kandang
bergelar si banduan

Apa yang kan kau dapat
hanya sorakan kuat
naikkan semangat
setelah bertempur hebat
engkaulah tuah engkaulah jebat
tiada siapa yang akan berani dekat
sampai bila kau nak jadi raja membabi buta
bukalah mata satu hari kau pasti akan jatuh takhta
kehabisan bisa baru kau sedar
mana pergi tuah
mana hilang jebat
mana kata semangat
mana kiri kanan gua
mana kata bersatu
mana isi dan kuku
mana sehidup semati
mana pergi
argh!! semua janji

Bukan aku hendak mengata
tapi sudah nyata
semakin bermaharajalela
semakin berleluasa
satu demi satu
bangsa ku menjadi layu
gugur di medang perang
ciptaan saudara saudara ku
bagaimana hendakku jelaskan
pada generasi baru
dunia maju tapi bukan kita nombor satu
dunia serba canggih tapi kita masih menagih
dunia pesat membangun tapi kita masih mengelamun
salah siapa
lain makan nangka
lain kena getah
lain cari cerita
lain jadi mangsa
kerana nila setitik
rosak semua susu sebelanga...

Hello!

2005-08-06T12:17:00.000-07:00

Sorry the lyrics on the recent blog is not finished. this one is the full lyrics. GANGSTERS PARADISE - COOLIO

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life and realise there's not much left
Cause I've been brassing and laughing so long that
Even my mamma thinks that my mind is gone
But I ain’t never crossed a man that didn't deserve it

Me be treated like a punk, you know that's unheard of

You better watch how you talking, and where you walking
Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk
I really hate to trip but I gotta lope
As they croak I see myself in the pistol smoke ... fool
I'm the kinda G that little homies want to be like
On my knees in the night, saying prayers in the street light

They been spending most their lives living in the gangsta's paradise
We keep spending most our lives living in the gangsta's paradise

Look at the situation, they got me facing
I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the strip
So I gotta be down with the hood team
Too much television watching got me chasing dreams

I'm a educated fool with money on my mind
Got my 10 in my hand and a gleam in my eye
I'm a loped out gangsta set trippin banger
And my homies is down so don’t arouse my anger ... fool
Death ain’t nothing but a heartbeat away
I'm living life do or die, what can I say
I'm 23 now but will I live to see 24
The way things is going I don't know

Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me.

Chorus

Power and the money, money and the power
Minute after minute, hour after hour
Everybody's running, but half of them ain’t looking
What's going on in the kitchen, but I don't know what's cooking
They say I've got to learn but nobody's here to teach me
If they can't understand it, how can they reach me

I guess they can't
I guess they won't
I guess they front
That's why I know my life is out of luck ... fool

Chorus

Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me.
Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me.

Hello!

2005-08-05T18:10:00.000-07:00

watching Masked Rider Ryuki rite now. last episode already. i have watch the series twice already.I lurve Shinci and Ren. u guys are so cool.ummm.

The lyrics of '' Girl allThe Bad Guys Want ''

2005-07-26T17:19:00.000-07:00

"Girl All The Bad Guys Want"

8 o'clock, Monday night and I'm waitin'
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me.
Her name is Lola, she's a rocker with a nose ring,
She wears a two way, but I'm not quite sure what that means.

And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She doesn't notice me!

Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!

She likes the godsmack and I like agent orange
Her cd changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad
She says she'd like to score some reefer and a forty
She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have

And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She'll never notice me!

Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes

She likes 'em with a moustache
Racetrack season pass
Drivin' in a Trans-Am
Does a mullet make a man?

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!

There she goes again
With fishnets on, and dreadlocks in her hair
She broke my heart, I wanna be sedated
All I wanted was to see her naked!

Now I am watchin' wrestling
Tryin' to be a tough guy
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in my eyes
I can't grow a moustache
And I ain't got no season pass
All I got's a moped...moped....moped.....

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.

'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!

I lurve this song.

Hello!

2005-07-21T18:50:00.000-07:00

i very tired leh. almost every day need to stay back to school. now i realise which of my friends are real and will stick with me through thick and thin and which friends who are only friends and only noe to hangout with me and dun listen to my problems i faced in school. i guess everbody is not perfect.

anyway....i tink my crush noe i like him. i very embarrassed to look at him. i dunnoe for sure actually if he does or not know.

me, fatin and jody are good friends now. i hope it will last. we meet almost everyday at our secret meeting place. i will not tell where it is.

back from school.

2005-07-11T15:35:00.000-07:00

hi. back from school. very boring u noe. i never bring my social studies textbook. good thing the scolding was'nt tat bad though. i tink fatin suspect we are hiding some things from her. duh we are actually. psle coming. gotta study. i want so much to Anderson Secondary. i wanna work hard to achieve this. i'm planning to have all A and A* cos have to. the basketball in Anderson is very good. i wanna be part of the team. gotta go.

Hello!

2005-07-10T19:23:00.000-07:00

hello. long time did not post. i dun noe wat's gonna happen next. sum times i feel tat everybody hates me. sum times we can have the best of friends but sum times we dun. friends are unpredictable. i really miss my primary four days. me, nadhirah, rasyidah were the best of friends. we lurve doing things together. until tat is fatin came. i dun noe if tat is a good or bad thing. i dun want to have any regrets in life and i want to live life to the fullest. i feel so blessed to have good friends as well as best friends.

TO STEVEN GERRARD FROM LIVERPOOL: (IF UR READING THIS BLOG.)

HI. I WAS VERY THANKFUL WHEN U ANNOUNCED THAT U WON BE LEAVING LIVERPOOL. I AM A FAN OF LIVERPOOL. I WAS VERY DISSAPOINTED WHEN MICHAEL OWEN ANNOUNCED HIS DEPARTURE FROM LIVERPOOL TO REAL MADRID. PERSONALLY, I DUN WANT U TO DO THE SAME THING. IF U WANT TO IMPROVED UR CAREER FOR TAT, U CAN DO SO. I CAN'T AND NEVER WILL FORCE U TO STAY AT LIVERPOOL. HOPE THE BEST FOR UR CAREER IN SOCCER. DO WAT U THINK IS BEST FOR U.
Nur Shahirah Bte Nassir
Ur Fan From Singapore.

'' dun phunk with my heart''

2005-06-16T14:14:00.000-07:00

"Don't Phunk With My Heart"

No, no, no, no, don’t phunk with my heart
(Yeah)
No, no, no, no, don’t phunk with my heart

I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)

Girl, you know you got me, got me
With your pistol shot me, shot me
And I'm here helplessly
In love and nothing can stop me
You can't stop me cause once I start it
Can't return me cause once you bought it
I'm coming baby, don’t got it (don’t make me wait)
So let’s be about it

No, no, no, no, don’t phunk with my heart

Baby, have some trustin', trustin'
When I come in lustin', lustin'
Cause I bring you that comfort
I ain’t only here cause I want ya body
I want your mind too
Interestin’s what I find you
And I'm interested in the long haul
Come on girl (yee-haw)

(come on)

I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)

No, no, no, no, don’t phunk with my heart

Girl, you had me, once you kissed me
My love for you is not iffy
I always want you with me
I'll play Bobby and you’ll play Whitney
If you smoke, I'll smoke too
That’s how much I'm in love with you
Crazy is what crazy do
Crazy in love, I'm a crazy fool

No, no, no, no, don’t phunk with my heart

Why are you so insecure
When you got passion and love her
You always claimin’ I'm a cheater
Think I'd up and go leave ya
For another señorita
You forgot that I need ya
You must’ve caught amnesia
That’s why you don’t believe

(uh, yeah, check it out)

Don’t you worry ‘bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby
Don’t you worry ‘bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby

Baby girl, you make me feel
You know you make me feel so real
I love you more than sex appeal
(Cause you’re)
That-tha, that tha, that-tha, that girl [5x]

[overlapping]
No, no, no, no, don’t phunk with my heart [2x]
That-tha, that tha, that-tha, that girl [2x]

I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby) [4x]

Don’t you worry ‘bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby
Don’t you worry ‘bout a thing, baby
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby

i lurve this song.

Hi!!!

2005-06-14T14:10:00.000-07:00

i just developed the pictures i took of Taufik Batisah. the pictures are ok. i got two of his pictures with his bodyguards. wanna show it to my fiends when school reopens. mostly i got the crowd pictures. i got a few which show his face but are very small. wow. he is so cute. but i already heard he sing I dream until so sian leh. anyway, there is this celebrity i like i have so many crushes on celebrities this one is a new one. his name is Matthew Laurence i think. he acted in the hot chick. I still remember the phrase he said in the movie.Here it goes.........'' u r the only girl tat makes my heart beat slower nad faster at the same time.'' wow! that's for now.

yes! Singapore won against Malaysia!

2005-06-10T14:10:00.000-07:00

yes. they won 4:1 on aggregate. wah. not bad ah Singapore. cool. i'm so happy for them. i noe how much this match means to them. anyway i watch the encore telecast. it finished at 2:30 a.m. or something like tat. wah i tink i got black circles around my eyes. anyway. Baihaiki Khaizan fouled one of the opponents players that singapore got a red card. anyway....i still like him. he so tall. so cute. i dun noe why i always fall for cute and tall guys. That's for now.

hi!

2005-06-08T21:20:00.001-07:00

sorry for not updating my blog. anyway........ two days back......there was this cute guy selling ice-cream at my house. a handsome and cute guy selling ice-cream??? guess it was his part-time job cos of the june holidays. i've been watching tv too much lately. june holidays mah??? so damn tired of the workload. need to do a malay compo some more. aiyoh. that's all for now. soorry i wrrote twice.......wrong date.

hi!

2005-06-07T21:20:00.000-07:00

Singapore won over Malaysia 2:0

2005-06-05T14:15:00.000-07:00

yes! finally. they have gotten their revenge. it feels soooo good!!!
sorry yesterday i did not update my blog cos i was bz yesterday. i'm lovin' it. md nor alam shah scored two goals. yes!

England won the match against Colombia!!!

2005-06-01T18:31:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy. yes!yes! the match ended with 3:2. Finally. yes!yes! Michael Owen was the golden boy for the night. the mvp of the night to be exact. i knew it. he is so talented. and cute too. too bad he had a baby already with his girlfriend. too bad for me. nevermind i still lurve him to the core. i started watching soccer cos of him till i fell in love with the sports, soccer. tat's fer now.

I'm watching miss universe...............!

2005-05-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

Yup....i noe it's pretty lame......i'm bored tomorrow oso got school aiyah holiday wat???need to go to skool.

Hi!!!

2005-04-10T13:18:00.000-07:00

hi my first time writing in my blog. my crush is *****. he's so tall. my my one and only crush is Oliver James.Muacks.